Damn, I need to finish my 12-page paper before it finishes me off for ever. Damn you, Meiji peasant rebellions.

That was enough cursing for a pure young girl like me. Yes! I’ve temporarily left Berlin to be able to concentrate better on my paper but did it work? No, very obviously not. I’ll be back in the city for Popkomm, though! So many cool bands to see! Seachange is going to play in a club right across from where my new apartment is. Oh the joy. I might run over in my pajamas. Or not. (Not that I even own a pair of pajamas.)

Moving to the new apartment was a physically quite demanding job because it included getting all my furniture and belongings from my old third floor apartment into the car and then back up into our new fourth floor apartment. But I haven’t regretted moving in with my friend one bit because I hated living on my own, it made me feel almost suicidally lonesome sometimes, it wasn’t funny anymore. And now I live in just about the most interesting, most inspiring neighbourhood imaginable. Describing it would mean having to resort to all the usual clichés about Prenzelberg (wiki German, wiki English), and they’re all true but they fit me wonderfully so I don’t care.

Hm, I don’t know but I feel like seeing some band but the only band I’d be remotely interested in that’s playing in the city would be The Automatic next Monday. It would be just right, though, in one way because I had Raoul playing in my head when we went to look at the apartment for the first time and it was such a brilliant day and then we even got the apartment…

But for the moment, I’m just enjoying being back with my family and all the boredom that comes with it. (Wait, I shouldn’t say I’m bored because then I might as well go back to writing my paper!) I’ll try and finish watching Eureka seveN, only twenty-something episodes to go -_- No but seriously, I’m glad I’ve kept watching it this far. Around episode 30, it had that enlightening, extremely rewarding moment when all the very very veeerrryyy slow character and plot development paid off because it really made you feel like you came all this long way with the characters. It’s hard to explain, it’s just something personal I suppose.

My almost 2-year struggle for finding the right MP3 player is slowly reaching it’s last stages. Which means – I’m just as indecisive as ever -_-;; But I’ll really need one once the semester’s started again because the train rides to uni will be super long since our new apartment’s pretty much on the other side of the city. I might take the newspaper with me on the train, or a book or some manga, and it might keep me occupied in the afternoons/evenings on the way home; but I surely won’t be able to read in the morning on the train to uni as it makes me even more tired so I just need something to keep me cozy and awake and music softly playing from an MP3 player could do just that :) I need to stop babbling, it makes me sound like an idiot.

I’m reading Kazuo Ishiguro’s Never let me go at the moment and it has to be one of the most precious books I’ve ever read. It’s indescribably beautiful and filled with so many details, scenes of human interaction and dialogues written in such a warm, realistic way it’s sometimes painful, and there’s a protagonist I can identify myself with so well, I know it’s going to be hard to finish reading the book. I know it because I’ve been putting off reading the last 50 pages or so for a couple of days now. I just don’t want it to end even though it’s been so melancholic and heart-breaking and even terrifying in a very subtle way…