Time flies by so quickly. But kind of slowly at the same time.
It’s already Thursday, another week at Uni has passed.

I had a test in Japanese very early in the morning. I hate translating loooong sentences into Japanese that didn’t even make sence in German in the first place, especially when I’m still fast asleep.

But it’ll all be over next week. No really, I’ve been making plans and I’m going to pull things through this time. I really need to get away from this place. It’s been dragging me down for several months and it hasn’t been getting any better. So before I turn into this half-dead zombie, I’ve decided to leave this city. I won’t come back for a long time. (Which might take forever.)

I’m really nervous about next week. I don’t know when exactly I’ll stop attending Japanese classes (probably after I got my test back), but this dreaded day of good-byes will come. (Though, at the same time, I’m very very excited about meeting all those new people in whatever city I’ll be moving to in the next few months.)

My mind’s still in a mess so I can’t really explain everything at the moment. But I will sooner or later, once I’m home again (July 4th! and July 5th is my sister’s birthday, it’ll be so great to be able to celebrate with her!) I’ll probably be able to articulate my feelings again.

On another note: Got American Beauty for just 10EUR. And Elizabeth! Love love love Cate Blanchett, especially in that particular movie.
My little baby will be here in a few days. C.a.n.n.o.t. wait.
Nice side effect of excessive shopping: sunburn on my head ;_; I do not feel any pain. Ergo body&mind-numbing consumerism still works absolutely fine for me.

I’m leaving this wonderful place on Saturday. This past two weeks felt quite long cause I managed to do so many things.

So, somewhere between living in 19th century Paris and New York, failed attempts to renew my passport, watching Fight Club a million times, social activities and various other nonsense I decided to drop the whole Japanese studies thing. I cannot give any reasons for that now, maybe I’ll be able to think more clearly once I’m back in T. …

My sister’s boyfriend will be an extra in Around the World in 80 days. My sister’s been crying the whole day cause she wasn’t accepted. She believed that if they’d get the job, they’d both be able to do it but now she’s the one who didn’t get the eagerly anticipated phone call. I’m really sorry for her. She’s still like a little child though, in so many things she does, in her ways of reacting to certain things. She’ll never grow up. Just like me. We’re sisters, after all. (And we’re two of a kind and so damn cool. Yes. I love my family and the thought of being so far away from then again in just two days makes me sick at heart.)

music:::Hot Hot Heat – Make up the breakdown

Weather is tropical, people are lovely, my bank account’s almost down to zero, Hail to the Thief is here (special edition and all), I’m so in love with my new clothes, consumerism, consumerism, consumerism, Ed Norton, summmmerrrr.

Yes, I’m fine. But, pretty much as always, I’m thinking too much. About what is, what could be, what could go wrong if things were how they could be. Damn. I told my mum I need someone to come and give me a huge amount of work I’d love to do, an indefinite amount of money and an everlasting belief in me being the ultimate person they definitely need for their… projects, stuff, things.
I’m tired of studying. That’s all.

Oh and Third Stage really piss me off cause they sold the Gendai Stoic version without the hidden track. I should’ve known better and ordered the damn thing from Brand X. Anyway. The Kagerou single is kinda boring, quite a disappointing release especially since I’d been keeping my faith in them after that weak double maxi release last year. The Guruguru Eigakan mini-album is adorable, though!
(Hidden track or not, Gendai Stoic is a wonderful album, of course. They’ve definitely chosen the right songs from their back catalogue. The new songs are brilliant as well and I do not have to worry about Merry’s future, that’s for sure.)

24 hours. Just 24 hours and I’ll be on the way to my family. 24 hours.

I’m so tired and can’t wait to have 2 weeks off. Sleeeep.

And on a totally unrelated note:
Edward Norton!
Edward Norton!!